This week has been quite rough when it comes to Quincy and I. From the verbal and physical a use to the distance and both of us wanting to quit....something has to give either where we can communicate or someone finally caves. At church, we are reading the book How To Talk so your Husband will listen and how to listen so your husband will talk. Every Monday, we have a book club meeting and Pastor Tracy really blesses us with her wisdom. Yesterday, i did not want to go but I a glad I did. I received words from Sis Moore, Ms. Micki, and my spiritual mom. The don't give up message and continue to pray though because if The devil is punching hard now, it's because he sees a threat.
Tonight I had planned on worshipping with my BFF mindy for NYE at her church Oasis. Well I was tired and I heard Quincy speak in concern (or so I thought) for me to come home. I called Pastor Tracy and asked what I should do and she said I needed to slow down and just go home and spend time with him. So I obliged. Right now, I am so irritated that I did not go with my original plan.
I'm sitting on the sofa and I feel so unappreciated. Changed my plans to be here with him and he is like I told you before u came home that I didn't care if u were here or not.
This is so over. I thought changing my thought process was going to make a difference but I guess not.
I am on the way to spend New Years Eve solo dolo.
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